I want to shout it out, I want to let it go, I want to forget, I have to forget. We had something so special but we lost it, just-like-that. I cant pretend that I dont care anymore (I care), I cant ignore what they say (I try to), Im losing the strength to hold back already. Will anyone ever fucking understand, I want you fucking out of my head.

''You're in everyone I see
 So tell me
 Do you see me? ''

Rlly happy, Yellow House won overall Champion House!! Though sports day this year was a low-key event, I must say I'll always rmb the last Sports Day in this campus. Cheerleading was also a good challenge and experience as well, SNGS Sports Day 2009 will stay close to my heart :> I cant believe we're moving already, the holding site is sucky. Training starts at Toa Payoah next monday, aish. On a lighter note, today was spent at Godpa's house with cousins, hehe being the youngest in the entire family has its advantages, loves it ^-^ Met Daniele @ Starbucks just now, epic conversations hoho. 

Yellow Sec 3's cheerleaders <3

1) L9 Confirmation Camp was awesome  Haha I love you Group5 + my homegirls. Will never ever trade that experience for anything in this world. This brings me to my next point which is to start on my ____!! God please enlighten me :(
2) Cheer 24/7 last week and until sports day this wednesday, Gooooo... Yellow  
3) New moon's coming out, Team Jacob yow.
4) I need to make the remaining days of this holiday productive, and catch up with Ailynn & Cheryl, imu guys!
5) Pictures from Sunday up soon aft dearest Bento and Tiffy send them

Happy Halloween~~ Haha Ive come to realise that Singaporeans arent big fans of Halloween, they tend to just stare when they see people dress up. Anyway, I think my favvv part was dressing up in the hotel room, everyone was so hyped up ehehe. Carolyn was a dead housewife, Melody was a gorgeous garden fairy/tree, Clara was jiang shi (HAHA BEST), Zara was a cutesy maid, Tiffanie was a cheerleader, Gwen was tinkerbell, Ariel was (?), Abby was Lady Gaga or sth, Yingjia was a ballerina, Bella was a rape victim, & I was a gypsie woohoo. Luv you guys ttm (K)

The Tension Of Opposites

"Have I told you about the tension of opposites?" he says.

The tension of opposites?

"Life is a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do one thing, but you are bound to do something else. Something hurts you, yet you know it shouldn't. You take certain things for granted, even when you know you should never take anything for granted."

"A tension of opposites, like a pull on a rubber band. And most of us live somewhere in the middle."

Sounds like a wrestling match, I say.

"A wrestling match." He laughs. "Yes, you could describe life that way."

So which side wins, I ask?

"Which side wins?"

He smiles at me, the crinkled eyes, the crooked teeth.

"Love wins. Love always wins."